So I'm back trying to do this body by vi, two smoothies a day...I know it works, I have tons of friends on it, my friend Steph went from a size 10 to a 5. The problem isn't the method, its the user. I don't like being deprived of food. And while I really enjoyed my shakes today...I was full and everything, I know it won't be a long term thing for me. I LOVE food. Love it. I would marry it if I could, but as some smart (no doubt thin person said), 'everything in moderation'. So I'm going to start making better choices, the shakes are a kick start to this.
I have to start the shakes to do this, because frankly I suck at packing a lunch. I would rather spend money and buy something than pack a lunch. However, I'm known for not making healthy choices, so the smoothies are taking the guilt and work out of this for me.
As I'm writing all I'm thinking about right now is the actor Luke Evans...total subject change. I love him, he's hot and there's just something about him. Of course I heard he's gay, but that won't stop my fantasies, I'm not likely to meet the guy anyways, so he can be gay...when the lights are out at my house, he's straight...although i read that he did hook up with his PR lady...so seems like everyone's in. YAY ME! and now back to your regularly scheduled program...
where was I??? oh, yes. I'm tired of being fat. And while everyone gives me the line about 'your not fat, your 5' 7" you carry it well. Bull shit. I'm fat, the BMI tells me I'm fat, my scale tells me I'm fat. So let's just call a horse a horse...or in my case a cow a cow. I'm over it. I know that I'm the only one who can change it and I'm going to start...I just wish deep in my heart that Jennifer Hudson could work this weight off for me. She's done so well for herself, think about how good she would feel doing it again...for me. I'm all about pleasing and helping other people. F I am a nice person.
So here's where we stand, or rather sit, cause that's what I'm doing...I'm going to eat healthier...next week I will think about becoming more active..one freaking step at a time.
